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he bit my bottom lip as our kiss diminished and whispered, "there's something somewhat damaged about you."
he could feel it
i knew he could
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we laid on my mattress tangled up in each other
with our eyes glazed over and our chests heaving
(i'm so
high on you
but you did
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if i went to rehab i wouldn't tell tales of water bongs and drinking games.
it'd be about how you would make patterns across my jawline and down my neck.
of how you smelled better than cannabis, and left a stronger after taste than rum.
if i went to rehab they would all be talking about the way they yearn to inhale chemicals down their throats and feel the warmth of the lighter on their cheeks.
i would dream of your fingers filling the spaces and have your voice whisper sweet lullabies like the way you used to tell me i made the world beautiful.
if i went to rehab i wouldn't talk about my predicaments in group therapy.
i would be in my room closing my eyes tightly and rocking back in forth screaming why
oh why god why are we here why why fuck why are you doing this to us?
i would get no reply
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if god was on my side
he wouldn't have done this to me
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it's another day with the same skin i've been bearing, it's weakening
it's another day with a heart more bruised than an arm from heroin injections
and i keep crying at the ceiling
and i keep gripping the spaces in between the tiles
for you
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i'm scared to fall asleep at night
and dream of you
because i know that when i stir in the morning light
i'll be asking you
you won't be there
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i keep touching my lips where you last kissed, like a stoner playing with a lighter
i've been so high on you
so high on you
and now i'm down
he could feel it
i knew he could
but instead of words rolling off of my tongue and tears spilling over
i kissed him
and kissed him
and stroked him
and unbuttoned ...
and he ...
and i ...
.. and
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we laid on my mattress tangled up in each other
with our eyes glazed over and our chests heaving
(i'm so
high on you
i fucking can't get down)
but you did
+
if i went to rehab i wouldn't tell tales of water bongs and drinking games.
it'd be about how you would make patterns across my jawline and down my neck.
of how you smelled better than cannabis, and left a stronger after taste than rum.
if i went to rehab they would all be talking about the way they yearn to inhale chemicals down their throats and feel the warmth of the lighter on their cheeks.
i would dream of your fingers filling the spaces and have your voice whisper sweet lullabies like the way you used to tell me i made the world beautiful.
if i went to rehab i wouldn't talk about my predicaments in group therapy.
i would be in my room closing my eyes tightly and rocking back in forth screaming why
oh why god why are we here why why fuck why are you doing this to us?
i would get no reply
+
if god was on my side
he wouldn't have done this to me
+
it's another day with the same skin i've been bearing, it's weakening
it's another day with a heart more bruised than an arm from heroin injections
and i keep crying at the ceiling
and i keep gripping the spaces in between the tiles
for you
+
i'm scared to fall asleep at night
and dream of you
because i know that when i stir in the morning light
i'll be asking you
to "close the curtains and hurry to bed so you can wrap your arms around me."
you won't be there
+
i keep touching my lips where you last kissed, like a stoner playing with a lighter
i've been so high on you
so high on you
and now i'm down
Literature
nothing but a lovesick dreamer
i want to fall in love.
i want to trip and stumble into a stranger's arms and through the dirt and the scraped knees i want them to see something in me worthy of metaphors. i want my heart to cough rainbows and diamonds and everything good instead of the sick black filth that's always rising in my throat. i want someone to look at me and tell me i'm beautiful and they love me and will never leave me. i want them to lie through their teeth.
i want to know i'm doing something dangerous.
i'm not afraid of the broken bones or the missing teeth. i'm afraid of being left behind while everyone else is learning to fall.
so let's try falling, shal
Literature
dont write under the influence
Dr. Asclepius called me;
he told me i'm bipolar
(i still say it's luxuria)
My prescription?
Fucking medicine.
Take two pills:
Doctor's Orders
(as if anyone actually
obeys those, anyway)
Take another pill.
One for each time
you looked at me,
then two more if
i had looked back.
i'll take one more for that time you
branded fake
Literature
You and I,
we're a stunted little paragraph blowing in the wind,
full of maybes and we could have beens.
We're winter nights dancing through the sky,
dreaming of warmth and summer, burntskin sunscreen.
We're fruits hanging from a tree,
ripe with promise and fearing bitter seeds.
We're dripping photographs in darkrooms waiting to become something beautiful.
You and I, we're not fancy like fireworks. Sparks
are the little lights that dance between us when we smile.
Sparks are private things and they shine more prettily
when no one else can see them except you and me.
So when I write poetry about us,
it won't be about mountains and kisses
and
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really beautiful piece, sad and heart-wrenching and wonderful.